someone a used-to-be happy-go-lucky, come-what-may, against all odds person a girl stuck in the past somebody a student struggling to win this endless battle a leader trying to keep things in the good side nobody someone held back by all her fears somebody who fell..and is trying to get up i fear nobody might give me what i long for i fear you might turn your back on me and leave me forever hanging i fear me nobody can escape the reality of emotions some are pleasing some are not

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

stressed out already..

its been a while..the past few days has been a rollercoaster ride..mostly i'm on the extremes..like the other day..i was so sad..i was blue..i dunno nga kung why eh..then last tuesday...i was so overjoyed (sobra talaga..may so na over pa..)..today was a black day..me and clarissa dressed like goths..hay...gotta go na..the term is almost done na..enrollment na nman..hayy...*sigh*

Thursday, February 16, 2006

2hrs early..

it's still very early and yet i'm already here in school...all because of a whistle..haha..anyway..at least i got to see him..hmm..i have nothing to do so i thought of going on line while i wait for 2hrs..

i've got nothing in mind...hehe..ciao!. (^_^)

Monday, February 13, 2006

(^_^)

wrong idea..it's almost time..and i'm still sitting here in the computer lab..i thought our class was at 12 o'clock..hehe..good thing i didn't try to enter the room..(1 pa pala..nyaks..haha!)nothing to do really..i'm not sure about my test in calculus..oh well...lapit na time eh...ciao!.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

boredom kills..

hmm...as usual..it's so ironic but true..i'm surrounded by a lot of people but really..i'm all alone..borome kills me..so i have to keep myself occupied..writing down what is happening in my mind helps...a lot..30 more minutes and i'm done..hehe...i mean i'm gonna be alive again..nwei..for the mean time i'll just pour out my heart in this..

my last post was about the race..sad to say i didn't win..but the good part is Iriz won..CONGRATULATIONS..at least we had a swell time..nwei..last monday naman i spent time with my friend..hahay..kulang pa rin eh..basta..it's different na rin kasi eh..specially if you have different sets of friends..it never is the same anymore..and i miss her..well...i miss everyone..batchmates...miss y'all!...nwei..what else important happened?..oh! we also had our video shoot for the childrens church p&w...t'was the best...i was so wild..well...basta...nwei..we alos had a test in chem2..uhmm...i think i'm gonna get a lowscore..i knew what to do but i lacked the time..haha!!ironic really...studying our lesson was easy but whne the test came..---..hehe..oh well...still waiting for the results..

yof:i have a new cell leader..nina's her name..hmm..i'm not yet comfortable with it but i'll get the hang of it..kust have to step out of my shell..
children's church:finally...we were going to teah again..it has been long since we last taught them..most of them even graduated already..there are also new ones..hehe...but still i enjoy being with them..

and yesterday...i got my test in calculus...i'm proud to say i got a high grade...82.5..not high for some but i consider it an achievement..hmm..i'm gonna do better in the next time..which is next week..haha...God Bless me..and everyone else, too.

and right now..i'm alone..well..whatever..and just putting into good use my spare time..(if you can cal this good)

hmm..that's all for now..maybe..

haha!.labo..masakit na ba ulo mo?..hihi


told you i was bored...

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Ultra Incident..=(

Many casualities lied breathless in the cold pavement outside ultra this morning.Such a sad feeling to have witnessed that unfaithful event causing death to unwarned watchers..

it just feels sad that many people died because they wanted to win or get some money..these people were given the false hope of money..blah!,why do they even believe that crap?!i mean..there are other ways they could earn money..and this aint helpin at all...it just turns them to lazy useless bums...no wonder our country doesn't progress...

I offer my warmest prayers to those families who have lost a loved one..may God Bless you..

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

nothing hill..

the race is on..my life depends on the outcome of whatever is going to happen later..hehe..la lng...just wanted to try this...firsts...hmm...am here right now in speedbytes doing nothing... wasting money..haha...like i'm rich..whoa...nwei...ciao!.